Following on from this post from February I have decided to do a quick, but happy update regarding my hair growth!
Just for clarification “trich” is short for trichotillomania which is a condition where a person feels “compelled” to pull their hair out. I have a very mild form of this disorder, but I have a rather large obsession with my hair and so any slight changes in it without my knowledge really jar me and negatively impact the way I feel about myself and my body.
So here we go, let’s see my hair shall we?
At the very start of the year (New Year’s Eve, 2014) I had managed to get my hair to roughly the same length all around as demonstrated here:
So then my focus turned to growing it beyond this length and keeping it from being unhealthy and damaged to my right side where I tend to pull the most.
At my graduation in July I was really worried about how I would feel about my hair in the photos, however, I was pleasantly surprised.
As you can see my hair doesn’t look particularly thick, but it does look soft, long and healthy, which is all I can ask of it at this point in time. For me this is incredible progress to make in six months.
But it’s not July anymore, it’s August and how has my hair progressed since then?
I’ve taken two in slightly different lighting as the first one makes my hair look as though it has been Ombre’d which it hasn’t been (for like three years, the blonde is definitely pushing it’s way back through.)
As you can see even though my hair is curled it is thick and long, with both sides fairly evenly matched in terms of coverage. Of course I have a side parting which makes it a little harder to distinguish whether everything is even, but it most definitely looks that way to me at least.
So have I stopped pulling? Hell no. Have I learned to help my impulse-control disorder to minimise damage? Yes. And I think that’s all I could really ask of myself. I’m not saying we won’t go back to the way things were before, but I am very hopeful for the moment.