There is a huge stigma surrounding the bisexual identity, which stems from a lot of sources and especially from the homophobia that affects other LGBT+ identities. However, I firmly believe that a lot of biphobia has been created as a biproduct of pro-LG campaigns which state that “it isn’t a choice” etc. This concept, created to explain lesbian and gay lifestyles, tells us that being gay or lesbian is the same as being straight: you didn’t choose it at some point in life, you were just born that way and that’s okay. LZ Granderson famously said (and is frequently quoted): “Being gay isn’t a choice, but being a bigot certainly is.”
Now, I’m not saying this isn’t true, and I’m not saying that anyone who speaks this way is wrong, or purposefully mean or bigoted. No, that’s not the case. However, by continually perpetuating this singular view within the LGBT+ community, we erase those who – for all intents and purposes – have a “choice.”
I am bisexual, and I can pass for straight if I choose to do so. Many gay and lesbian persons I have met and spoken to have envied this fact (though admittedly not all), some even indicated that my struggle must have been easier, because at least I could still be in a relationship and not come out of the closet, which – admittedly – is a nice perk when you’re young and confused and still live at home.
However, being able to pass isn’t as great as a lot of people think it is. Often bisexuals – and pansexuals – find themselves having to repeatedly reconfirm their identities, having them questioned with every new relationship prospect, and occasionally are accused of being “fake”. In a nutshell, we may not have experienced precisely the same discrimination as you, but that doesn’t make it any easier. I am not diminishing the struggles of lesbian and gay persons, because it can be a real struggle, but it should be acknowledged on an individual basis – from person to person – and we should accept that everyone experiences varying degrees of homophobia and discrimination, based on geography, surrounding family’s views, cultural differences, religion etc.
Besides, even if this wasn’t the case for bisexuals and pansexuals, for LGBT+ persons to be accepted into society and have our sexualities justified, we should not have to relinquish responsibility saying: “well it’s not my fault, so you can’t punish me for it.” No, we should be accepted for who we are because we are people, because we are human, and because we deserve the same basic rights as anyone else on this Earth.
So yes, I could pass as straight, and date men, and never come out of the closet, because for me it is a “choice”. But I won’t, because I am bisexual, because I can be attracted to both sexes and because ultimately, like any other choice in my life – for my education, my occupation, my home – you do not get a say in it, and you do not get to judge me for it, and I still demand respect despite this choice.
It is so hard, but I’m finally in a place in my life where I can love myself for me, I can accept my sexuality and that not everyone is going to like it and that’s okay because I like it. Biphobia isn’t going away overnight, so I suggest to anyone who has experienced some of the struggles I’ve discussed to stay strong and love yourself, because that’s the most important thing.
For more information:
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/amy-andre/why-wouldnt-we-the-sad-truth-about-biphobia_b_3506551.html
http://www.alternet.org/books/biphobia-and-monosexism-bisexual-oppression
http://www.wikihow.com/Love-Being-Bisexual
http://www.pinknews.co.uk/2014/10/31/alan-cumming-i-never-had-any-shame-about-being-bisexual/